My toothache is getting much, much worse. The pain is radiating down my jaw and up into my ear. I can't sleep on that side of my body. The 28 Vicodins the dentist gave me last Tuesday are gone. They've been gone for awhile, actually. I always overdo my pain pills because..well..they make me feel good. I have like 10 tramadols left until my next dr.'s appt on Tuesday...but those might as well be sugar pills. I have about the same amount of Xanax, and I guess I could take all of them and knock myself out but then what good would I be? I have two babies I need to take care of.
I know I have a problem taking my pills the right way. But in my heart of hearts I really don't see it as abusing them in any way. I see it as I NEED them to function. My body just naturally needs more than the recommended dose to get any relief.
So now I'm sitting here twiddling my thumbs and swabbing OraJel all over my mouth, waiting for Tuesday to come. My next appt with my general practitioner. And I hope and pray that he will give me something stronger than Tramadol this time...and I think I'm going to ask him to double my Xanax because I'm on the lowest possible dose and I don't notice much of a difference.
I don't know guys, do I come off sounding like an addict, or do I have a legitimate reason for wanting these pills?
Friday, May 8, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Toothaches and School
Oh guess what, guess what?!? I'm going to go back to school!!!! I start at the local community college in the fall, I want to be an elementary school teacher. More kids, I know, but I think as long as they're not mine they won't annoy me as much...I hope.
Personally I'm about to have 2 less kids if they don't straighten up! My son recently discovered that although he can't get over the gate that blocks off our stairway, he can throw things over it and down the stairs. There is a nice collection of toys, trash, and even some cups down there.
So yesterday I had an emergency dental appt., apparently I have 3 teeth that need to come out because they're absessed, one is also impacted. On top of that I have 2 cavities that need to be filled. I'm thinking of letting them all rot out so I can get dentures and be done with it.....j/k. Kinda.
Personally I'm about to have 2 less kids if they don't straighten up! My son recently discovered that although he can't get over the gate that blocks off our stairway, he can throw things over it and down the stairs. There is a nice collection of toys, trash, and even some cups down there.
So yesterday I had an emergency dental appt., apparently I have 3 teeth that need to come out because they're absessed, one is also impacted. On top of that I have 2 cavities that need to be filled. I'm thinking of letting them all rot out so I can get dentures and be done with it.....j/k. Kinda.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Moving!
Well, we are moving AGAIN. Donnie and I have been together for 3 yrs, and we've lived in 4 different places...hopefully this one will stick! Our landlord wants to sell this house, so we gotta get out. We're moving to a much smaller house, but it has its perks too. The fenced in yard is my favorite part, I won't have to tether the kids to me anymore!
Donnie bought me a Wii, and Wii fit. It's fun, actually. And a really great workout, believe it or not. To you, you're just playing a game...but you're really burning calories.
Ooooh-kay, I gotta go diffuse a situation between the children before they kill each other...see ya later!
Donnie bought me a Wii, and Wii fit. It's fun, actually. And a really great workout, believe it or not. To you, you're just playing a game...but you're really burning calories.
Ooooh-kay, I gotta go diffuse a situation between the children before they kill each other...see ya later!
Friday, March 13, 2009
I'm Baaaaa-ck!
Hello people of the internet! Life is good, things are looking up. I am currently making fish sticks and french fries for dinner...the all american dinner!
Today has been interesting. I had a fight with my 4 yr old about finishing the food she's given, and she said she hated me and then actually tried to walk out the front door. Then she spent a suspiciously long amount of time in the bathroom and when I asked her what she was doing she replied that she was "looking for the toilet". And then my son discovered that if you blow into a straw instead of suck through it, it makes bubbles! And a huge mess for mom, because there was no lid on that cup....
Anywho, I'm watching Judge Judy yell at people and I thought I would give you an update. I'll see you real soon!!
Today has been interesting. I had a fight with my 4 yr old about finishing the food she's given, and she said she hated me and then actually tried to walk out the front door. Then she spent a suspiciously long amount of time in the bathroom and when I asked her what she was doing she replied that she was "looking for the toilet". And then my son discovered that if you blow into a straw instead of suck through it, it makes bubbles! And a huge mess for mom, because there was no lid on that cup....
Anywho, I'm watching Judge Judy yell at people and I thought I would give you an update. I'll see you real soon!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
hiya
I know I've been absent lately...just going through some personal things at the moment. Love you all!
Oh yeah, and I pulled a handful of crayons out of the produce drawer in the refrigerator today!
Oh yeah, and I pulled a handful of crayons out of the produce drawer in the refrigerator today!
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
new meds working great!!!
I've been put on Lyrica, which is the drug specifically for fibromyalgia.
Actually, I take the generic, gabapentin. Anyway, it's wonderful! Starting the first day it just made me a different person. I'm happy, more energetic, my house is very clean...as opposed to the mess it was a few days ago! I feel like a new me...actually I feel like the old me!
I'm still taking ambien, and norco, and paxil too. But the Lyrica is the best drug I've ever taken!
I have an ultrasound scheduled next week for the lump in my neck. I was supposed to go this morning but guess what? We got like 7 inches of snow!!!
We took the kids out and played in it for a few minutes. Aidan didn't know what the hell to think. He just kept walking around, and then he would fall face first and just lay there...not even trying to get up. It was weird. Of course we were right there to get him.
Soooooooooo, my doc has put me on a strict 1500 calorie diet. Today I have done well with just under 1300, but I can tell you it is hard!!! But I know the ends justify the means, so I'm optimistic and ready to go!
Suppose that is all for now. I love you, my faithful readers!!!
Actually, I take the generic, gabapentin. Anyway, it's wonderful! Starting the first day it just made me a different person. I'm happy, more energetic, my house is very clean...as opposed to the mess it was a few days ago! I feel like a new me...actually I feel like the old me!
I'm still taking ambien, and norco, and paxil too. But the Lyrica is the best drug I've ever taken!
I have an ultrasound scheduled next week for the lump in my neck. I was supposed to go this morning but guess what? We got like 7 inches of snow!!!
We took the kids out and played in it for a few minutes. Aidan didn't know what the hell to think. He just kept walking around, and then he would fall face first and just lay there...not even trying to get up. It was weird. Of course we were right there to get him.
Soooooooooo, my doc has put me on a strict 1500 calorie diet. Today I have done well with just under 1300, but I can tell you it is hard!!! But I know the ends justify the means, so I'm optimistic and ready to go!
Suppose that is all for now. I love you, my faithful readers!!!
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Boooooooooooored
I am bored. Bored. Booooooooooored. Like I may actually clean out of boredom. Now that's bored! So bored I may organize the refrigerator. So bored I may try to break the worlds record for throwing a ball against a wall over and over. So bored that I may actually PAINT MY TOENAILS. That, my friend, is bored. So bored that I may alphabetize something. So bored that today might be the day that I actually start exercising regularly. Booooooooooooooored.
Friday, January 16, 2009
ha!
Sophie and Aidan were fighting and Sophie comes up to me crying and saying she "wants a nicer baby"..."we got to get a better baby"....hilarious!
Saturday, January 10, 2009
tattoo idea
what do you think? To me she represents the strong, independent women of the 1940's. The ones who were left at home while their men were at war, or had to care for their wounded husbands. They did what was previously thought to be "men's work". They got dirty working in the factories, then came home and took care of their families and clipped coupons and found inventive new ways to use leftovers...all with pantyhose and heels on and a smile on their face!
We Can Do It!
New Doctor
Hello and welcome to 2009! This year will be a good one, I can feel it! Go Obama!
Anyway, I don't know how many of you know that I have fibromyalgia, and have been trying out different docs for the last couple of years trying to get one that sits well with me. Well, yesterday I saw a new one and it went well! He's a pirate!! Okay, not really. But he does have a hook hand...thank God he's not an OBGYN!!! Ouchie! Well, he was really nice. He sat down and looked at my paperwork for awhile and then just closed the folder and was like "okay, so what's up?" I started giving him my story and he kinda cut me off and asked if I had a more recent pic of myself (he was looking at my license). I said no. Then he goes "how much weight have you gained in the last four years?".. okay that made me bawl like a baby and I wasn't sure where he was going with it, but I told him. Then he was talking to me about fibro and it being an "umbrella" disease for those who don't feel like doing the research to find out what is really wrong. Then he said he could tell me after 5 minutes of talking and examining my back what was wrong...and I really think he hit it on the head. He said that my spine is straight where it should be curved, because of the weight of my enormous ta-tas...okay not in those words but you get the gist of it. I developed really early, and because of the extra weight up front my spine didn't develop right and so that's why I have so much pain. It makes sense folks, it really does. I got too much boobage. So anyway, he gave me some Norco to take for the pain, some Ambien to help me sleep, and Paxil for depression. And as for the mysterious lump in my neck, he is going to schedule an ultrasound for that. I left feeling good. He actually talked to me, honestly for like a half an hour....those other people waiting must've hated me! He was a cool doc, he made me feel better, although he was a bit flirty....but maybe he was just trying to make me feel better after making me cry, who knows.
Anyway, feeling positive today. Life is good.
Anyway, I don't know how many of you know that I have fibromyalgia, and have been trying out different docs for the last couple of years trying to get one that sits well with me. Well, yesterday I saw a new one and it went well! He's a pirate!! Okay, not really. But he does have a hook hand...thank God he's not an OBGYN!!! Ouchie! Well, he was really nice. He sat down and looked at my paperwork for awhile and then just closed the folder and was like "okay, so what's up?" I started giving him my story and he kinda cut me off and asked if I had a more recent pic of myself (he was looking at my license). I said no. Then he goes "how much weight have you gained in the last four years?".. okay that made me bawl like a baby and I wasn't sure where he was going with it, but I told him. Then he was talking to me about fibro and it being an "umbrella" disease for those who don't feel like doing the research to find out what is really wrong. Then he said he could tell me after 5 minutes of talking and examining my back what was wrong...and I really think he hit it on the head. He said that my spine is straight where it should be curved, because of the weight of my enormous ta-tas...okay not in those words but you get the gist of it. I developed really early, and because of the extra weight up front my spine didn't develop right and so that's why I have so much pain. It makes sense folks, it really does. I got too much boobage. So anyway, he gave me some Norco to take for the pain, some Ambien to help me sleep, and Paxil for depression. And as for the mysterious lump in my neck, he is going to schedule an ultrasound for that. I left feeling good. He actually talked to me, honestly for like a half an hour....those other people waiting must've hated me! He was a cool doc, he made me feel better, although he was a bit flirty....but maybe he was just trying to make me feel better after making me cry, who knows.
Anyway, feeling positive today. Life is good.
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